Just a thought...

Question: "Do we love someone before we willingly do anything for them, or do we do anything for them before we love them?"

Answer: "Of course you love them BEFORE you are willing to do anything for them!"

This is the same for your relationship with God! You DO NOT go evangelise to people, you do not change everything that is sinful for God and more when you DO NOT love Him! That is why u find it so tough to evangelise and to do His works!

FIRST! You must KNOW who God is and LOVE Him for WHO HE IS AND NOT WHAT HE GIVES! After that, you will definitely do anything for God because you LOVE Him! So how do we love God? You read the bible to know who God is and pray to Him to talk to Him and become closer with Him. Start by loving God, instead of doing His works so that you will love Him!

Conclusion: It is hard to do devotion and quiet time everyday, and it is harder to evangelise and to do things for God. So i encourage you, LOVE Him first! Read the bible with understanding and not just for the sake of it! If you do not understand what you are reading, you are just wasting your time! SO GO FIND OUT WHO GOD IS! DO NOT WAIT ANY LONGER! GO!